he tugged at my heart and i pushed him away
He called from afar
but still my body won't move to answer
my tongue is heavy, my legs are stiff
frozen in satisfaction, weakened by my affair,
I want him i know i do
and i know he knows it too...
but i'm afraid to be happy,
and with him i am happy...and pure
but i've chosen to be bad....just for a while...
but i don't want to lose him
i don't want to lose YOU...
wait for me? Please... say you'll wait for me